You said

You said I don't see you as a person but
I think
You're the only one I see as a person
The only person whom I don't view in terms of utility
The only person whom I allow to change and grow as people do
The only person I can choose, haven chosen, will choose
To love
In spite the stupid shit you do
Or the things you become

I admire your competence
And adore your clumsiness

I would try
For you
And that is more than I can say for anyone else.